Well I am sat at Jamie's house he left for work 45mins ago So I am sat watching Only Fools and Horses Good Stuff.... Its going to be a long night So maybe more of these to come......Well today i spent most of it at my Grandparents just helping them out....... Jamie has been calling me mardy all evening just because i havent been as talkativ (right) as normal but i wasnt mardy just because i didnt feel like talking doesnt mean a thing........ Well I have been thinking about Sam today and how i will have to servive without him till october :o( Dont get me wrong I love Jamie to bits but when he is at work or am not with him I usally hang around with Sam but I cant till he gets back but as long as he is happy with his wife thats all that matters really....... I feel a bit sick at the moment TBH :o(...... Also if any one is reading my Ramberlings could they recomend a really good video editing softwear? I have P. Studios but I would like somthing else if am honest..... any ways am going..

Oh My What Does she think she looks like?

Well It is now Thursday So that means the BBQ was 3 days ago! Well when Jamie picked me up we went to his house to drop my stuff off at his and i made some whitty comment about the fact his jeans were divorced from his shoes.....But in the prosses of dropping my stuff off I left my Video cam in my bag OH NO!! I relised when I got to Jamie's parents house but by then it was too late..... It was a good evening I only took one photo of Jamie ha....... The food was good the chat was good the drink was good......
Well afterwords we droped Jamies Uncle and Aunty off and we went straight back to Jamie's and watched a bit of TV I worried Jamie abit tho I couldnt stop coughing and was making a sound like i couldnt get air in and he thought I was dieing so he kept looking at me to make sure i was ok (bless him) But I lived to tell the tale so its all good..... Then Yesterday Wednesday Jamie picked me up at 12 and we went to town Jamie brought some new shoes... then we went to the supermarket.... and at 6 we went to a Curry Night was cool......
by Now I am not even sure that people read my ramberlings Oh well I will still carry on because in years to come it would be good to see what a geek I am... The other day this kid said somthing to me along the lanes of "well your a more mature women" I was like what thats somthing you say to some one in there 40's not some one who is 22 lol......
Well today Thursday.... I went to the hospital.... then went to my Grandparents..... thinking about it i best text Jamie and tell him i am not staying there now ha oh well anyways i best be off I still havent got my cam to work with my laptop if any one does happen to stubble across my ramblings and knows as to why it want work please let me know :o) take care....

I am such a losser..

Well today I went shopping the food kind and I returned home with 4 Toilet rolls, Milk,Orange juice,Croquets and a meat pie oooo also some funnyshap pasta yay! But forgot the to get the main thing I went there for.... Well tomorow Jamie Is coming for me at 1 then at 2 we are going to his parents house for a BBQ lets hope the weather stays nice! so that will be a bit of an all nighter i guess I shall be taking my vid cam and my digi cam so i will have photos on here no dout..... Well I shall hopfuly be seeing Andy this week and we shall film somthing funny to put on youtube not that my laptop is accepting my cam yet I recon that my Cam is gay and my laptop is being Homophobic witch really isnt very nice is it I have tried everything I am good with comps but its baffling me I asked my computer geek friend to have a look and they just did what i did so i was quite shocked really ha Yet again its late the past 4 days i have no been to bed at a reasonable time at all the earlist i think is 2 in the morning shocker!!! ( I so can not spell) Its because I am all on my tod i cant sleep very well in the house on my own :¬( Even Tom's out having fun! woe is me...... That be Tom at the top anyways I best go... Night.

Well I am on my own tonight :o( I stayed at Jamie's last night we went for a meal again at the green man yay! haha we were very full.... and to day we went to the Jug and Bottle! Well when i woke up this morning Jamie was saying that all night i was breathing really strange the way he put it it was like i was squeaking or somthing similer well he has nicked named me Darf ( after darf vader Oh course)..... But I dont know if he is telling the truth there is no evidence to prove otherwise....... Oh well..... Well I still havent got my cam to work yet :oS but I will i need to because i want to upload thos vids......... since then I havent done tomuch... my Brother text me tosay that he is watching Jack Black live! anyways i best be of bye....

Oh i rang Sam this evening and when I asked him what he was up to it only turns out he was at the airport! he is going to see his wife for 9 weeks and he didnt even tell me he was going!!!!! SHOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! End...

2:30am Blog about nothing

Well I gave Jamie his t-shirt he says he likes it but he already has a Queen Top so he recons we should try and give it t Brain May ha how funny well not the best photos of it but hey and not the best modle ever :oP... Well Jamie has just randomly text me he has his breake at 1am and it said " Sweet dreams Darling I love you" awww how sweet is that.... Well Tom is laid behind me on my bed ( i am sat on the floor) He just streched his legs and kicked me! Cheecky Monkey..... Well I have been at Jamie's since Sunday he has had work thoe so i have been staying up all night then going to bed with him when he gets in from work in the morning Funess i think thats why I am not terribley tierd at the moment and its like 2:30 in the morning! Not much has happend other than that TBH Went for a meal last night at the Green Man In Stallingbrough was nice and not terrible expensive going again on thrusday.... Jamie wants to walk to he can drink he isnt at work then...... I think i am getting a little bit tired now so i might get in to bed if i can move Thomas.... I rang Sam on saturday but he didnt want to talk so i put the phone down and havent spoke to him since if he wants to talk he knows where i am he is a big gay bear thats all i can say about the matter tbh..... Tomorow I will get my Vid cam to work on my laptop again i will spend all day doing it if i have to because I need to upload this vids!!!!! anyways i best be of am getting a head ach think i must be tierd.... " Come as you are..." bye.

OOO cleaning and Hoovering....

Well today I Hooverd the kitchen and the hallway and cleaned the work tops... I cooked some Taglitaile (cant spell) and Rang Jamie...... and tonight i might just hoover my bedroom. I have some vids to upload but for some unknown reason my laptop want accept my vid cam anymore its GAY!!!! I was going to take a walk up to Lidils to buy a few bits but I couldnt be botherd in the end so I will go tomorow.... I rang Sam again and he wouldn't Answer then he put the phone down on me so I knew he was there!!! ment to be my best friend its a joke!... I saw Andy yesterday went to boys to get stuff for a t-shirt i am making for Jamie ( he doesnt know what it is yet) Andy recons I should sell thm.... He told me he is getting Married next year!!!! Wohh but he is like 25 but he hasnt been with his girlfriend long tbh but if he is happy thats all that matters really :o).... I took some Photos of Jamie in his Hot tub and i messed with his hair ha..... what a hunk... I just like taking photos of him and random vids am obbsessed tbh :OP Anyways bye.

Well I am better now got over my illness.... Although I do have a sore eye and a lil bit of tummy ache.... Well I know it has been a while since i posted anything on here and I dont even think any one but me reads this stuff haha...... Well its been my birthay 16/7... And well Bless Jamie He gave me 50 Pound and a box with a love heart he had drawn on and inside was a filefax ( spelt right) a bag a cd wallet a electric spell checker a sliver pen and keyring set :o) We went to Hull for the day and the night before we went out in to town yay!..... I love the guys lots......... So that means I am now 22 years young!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well I rang Sam yday to see if that after work he wanted to go to town so he said he would ring me to let me know so I headed in to town anyways and he never rang me so I rang him and he said he didnt feel up to it that he wanted to go to bed because he had been at work He lied he was with his other mates!!!! How dare he I officaly cross him off my Christmas card list the lieing toad he is always telling me lies........ On friday I took Tom to stay with me at Jamies house because i didnt want him to be alone bless him he didnt think much to Jamies Cat he really didnt because she is young and Tom is an old man now all he wanted to do was just lay quitely on the sofa bless........ Hopefuly I will get my Laptop to accept my vid cam again then I can upload my new vids to my youtube page oh well.... :o)