Well It has been a long while since I have Been on here and writen anything worth while...

Well at the moment I am sat on my bedroom floor listening to :Elgar Jerusalem On my Touch..

Well Back In june Sam had a Baby boy Called Omar! So Conragts to him He is still living in Africa and doing well so fare play to him, I do miss him loads but am happy for him all the same.

I am Still uploading videos to Youtube If I had some one to make some vids with I would make some more worth while ones but as it Stands I don't So they will just stay as they are at the moment.....



BeautyIs the day
The morning sun
Liven up the life
Of the unforunate one
Two people talking over the world wide web
Met on some site that some might Said
Listen to each other
On what seems to be
Life Long motion of Etenity
Miles apart but yet so close
This two people doute
One is talk dark Handsome
The other small with Massiv mountaines
Like two hole missing peices
One is smart of Uni bound
The other telling of what is found
Each Wanting more than words
On blank page
They feel each others words and long
For each others touch
They both sit and wait
For what is to come
Laughter a cry Or nothing more
One day who knows
The touch might be real
All goes

Just something I wrote one day.

Well Peace all .x

another one am afraid

Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now? Well Maybe James :o)

Who was your last text from? Mr Jamie James

Anything you would change about your life right now? A cupple of things but thats life it is never perfect.

What is your current mood? Lonlyness boredness and tiredness

Do you mind sleeping on the floor? Nopppe I have slept on de kitchen floor before when I was younger I would just randomly lay on floors

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? Well if not then I will cry

Do you get distracted easily? Only When James is talking about Gas bills and such likes

Do you listen to your friend's advice when they give it to you? If I had any

Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? I like both I like Feeling close to some one but I like Having all the space :o)

What's something you're excited about right now? Hoilday, Seeing James, Seeing Sam having some fun

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle? Well if it wasnt kissing then I dont know what it was


Was your last kiss drunk or sober? Since I dont drink.....

How many people do you truly trust? 2 people

When was the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends? Yesterday

Do you use an alarm clock? Only if I have to be up early

What were you doing at 5 in the morning? Trying to get some sleep

When will you kiss the last person you kissed? Tuesday

Ever liked someone that you didn't think you stood a chance with? Yes James

Is someone on your mind right now? There are always people on my mind

Would you ever change for a boy/girl? you should never change for any one

How do you feel about abortions? Well on learning that my mum thought about getting rid of me because the doctors told her that I will have a lot of problems but i guess it depends on the situation

Are you a cuddler? Yes indeedy

Did you hug or kiss anyone today? Yes I hugged my Mummy before she left

Was the last person you kissed a good kisser? Hmmmm Well I kissed my mum on the cheeck but the last person i proper kissed was Jamie so Yes

What makes you mad? Not alot really

Have you ever had a song written about you? Yup at some time or another

If your best friend was being cheated on, would you tell them?I dont know Because Sam would probs never believe me

To whom did you last give the finger to? Moi Never....


Who were you last in a car with? James yesterday

Is there anyone you trust who you shouldn't? you shouldnt really trust any one but your self that way they cant use it against you

When was the last time you hugged someone? Errrm about 3:00 oclock (today)

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week? Yup


Do you think you're old? Sometimes

Are you a jealous person? Nope

What are you listening to? Thomas Snoring

Do you wear contacts? Nope just a four eyed person...(glasses)

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? Always

You see a shooting star, do you make a wish? I used to and I used to pray that they would keep my dad Safe (sad I know)

Are you a morning person or a night person? Depends if i got a good night sleep then am great in the morning but if its late at night and am all sleepy then you want get much out of me but am a bit of both a guess

Last person you wrote a note to? Errrmmm Jamie

If you could move somewhere else, would you? France, Japan, Canada or anywhere that my famiy would be happy

How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime? 3

What were the last words you said to your Dad? Cant remember Maybe good bye Love you

What was the first thing you did when you woke up? Ermmm Checked to see if Thomas had weeded in my shower ha

Do you want to get married and have children one day? Well I love Jamie more than anyone but Marriage is just a fancey do for a devoice but maybe one day


Who did you spend most of your summer with? Jamie and Samaul

What's most stressing right now? Ermmm

Do you like anyone right now? Yes I like my mum I like my Grandparents I like my Cat I like my brothers but if i fancey any one then yes .

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward? Depends ....


whats the last thing you said out loud ? Thomas J you best not poo in my shower ha

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? Never

Is there someone you want to keep in your life? Yes My Mum my Grandparents my brothers and Jamie ooooo and Tom Maybe Sam

Is there someone you want out of your life for good? Errrmmmm

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them? I dont know you have to feel safe with the person you love thats part of trust....

Where did you get your last bruise from? walking in to a soild pine box

Are you shy? Yes sometimes

Are you close with your siblings? Not really

Would you rather be the heartbroken or the heart breaker? Heartbroken am to nice to be a heart breaker but both bring pain

Have you ever been heart broken? Yes by the one person you least expect


How did you feel when you woke up today? Tired as didnt get much sleep last night

Do you believe in love? Well I am in love and I am loved but I always feel that one day Jamie will wake up and relise he doesnt love me so Yes there is love but i belive that with love comes alot of pain

Current mood? tired

Are you too forgiving? Yes I am not so much a push over as i used to be thoe

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? I dont know I dont know what will happen tomorow

Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them? yes

Are you open about your feelings or closed off? Its best to keep feelings inside that way you cant get hurt but you shoud let a few things out otherwise you will explode

Think of the last person you told "I love you" to, did you mean it? Yes of course

Do you think two people can last forever? I would like to think Jamie and me will last forever but in reailty i dont think they can

Feel like talking to someone that you haven't in a while? Ermmm Yes

Do you care what people think about you? Not really take me as you find me

How's your heart lately? Ermm Fine i think

Do you consider yourself creative? Very much so I have been told often that i have a great imagination

Do you wanna see somebody right now? Yes of course

Do you wish someone would call or text you right now? I dont really mind

Do you like surprises? Yes

Have you ever liked someone older than you? Yes Jamie is older than me he is 25 next year and i am 22

Think of the person who's hurt you the most in the past year, who is it? The one person who should never hurt you the most

What makes you not be able to sleep? alot of things

Ha well that took a time but oh well sorry its not a proper blog but no one is reading this any ways so who cares Byes

Sam is back but its strange......

Well Like I have said I couldnt wait for Sam to get back beacuse I missed him lots and lots but I went to see him on wednesday and its was diffrent somehow like I wasnt really that botherd that he was back like I didnt really want to hang out with him could we have finaly grown apart after 19 years? I hope not But all the time i was with him I just wanted to go back to Jamies and see him Sam and Me are bestfriends but there wasnt that spark that we have always had we have always bonced of each other had lots of fun but that day there was nothing there was no excitment that he was back or no feeling that I had missed him It was just emptyness we spoke but I couldnt really botherd if am honest maybe its just been to long? who knows.......bye

When your folks try to be "Cool"

Well Today My Mum said to me "I want to buy that Scouting for boys Album I saw it in HMV but the que was to big I didnt want to wait"
Trying to sound cool when I do believe it is Scouting for girls ha
Another time I went to see my Dad in Scottland and my Dad started doing the Westside sign then said "I am just like the Wedge wood" I laughed and Said "It's Westwood Wedge wood makes orniments and things" ha Don't they just make you laugh My mum once said I would like to go and see Take That Live but I didnt like there last album but there new one must be good... They only have one Album out!!!....
What do your parents do to make you laugh?

Like I said I do have Photos but the Movie night didnt happen but I have photos i have taken over the week Bye for now.......!

Well I do not have much to talk about today if am honest Jamie has added a hiddous photo of me to his myspace and will not take it off :o( It is truly gross.... Well not much as happend Adam and Me are having a Movie night on saturday I dont get to see him often as he works alot so we like to hang out every cupple of months to catch up it will be and all night movie fest and Pizza will have to get some photo's..... Jamie has next week off so we are going to meadowhall for the day..... also he brought an ioning board the otherday so now i can do all his ioning cheecky begger... Well next time I do one off this I should have some photos :o) bye bye

Ice Creme and legs

Well Friday Night came and I heard outside " I'm forever blowing bubbles pretty bubbles in the air" The ice creme van was here in a quite leafy cul-des-sac.. So I though since it was Friday I would treat my self to one and I did a 99 well its now a a pound... and i must say it was rather yummy even if i did feel a little sick afterwords ha.





Well me and Jamie went out for a drink before he went to work and i was taking photos and accidently while trying to take a photo of Jamie and me got one of our knees ha........
anyways I will be of maybe have more to say another day.....Bye...

Week in photos and vidoes :o)

Stuff I have Brought this week :o)

Tommykins Sleeping :o)


All this photos are taken as I saw my week....