Sam is back but its strange......

Well Like I have said I couldnt wait for Sam to get back beacuse I missed him lots and lots but I went to see him on wednesday and its was diffrent somehow like I wasnt really that botherd that he was back like I didnt really want to hang out with him could we have finaly grown apart after 19 years? I hope not But all the time i was with him I just wanted to go back to Jamies and see him Sam and Me are bestfriends but there wasnt that spark that we have always had we have always bonced of each other had lots of fun but that day there was nothing there was no excitment that he was back or no feeling that I had missed him It was just emptyness we spoke but I couldnt really botherd if am honest maybe its just been to long? who knows.......bye